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Dear summer,
So, there you go, the year for me is over. I'm no longer then youngest one in the bunch of older kiddos. Nothing feels different then they were in the beginning of the year. It just felt like school with new high school people. Freshman year wasn't what it was supposed to be for me. I was supposed to get out there and do things for the first time (doon't get it twisted). I felt like any regular student. I didn't feel older than the 8th graders or younger then the sophomores. It was weird. The funnest part I'd have to say though was meeting new friends. Without them I have no idea how I could've survived the school year. It's like all the new new students bonded together and became one group. We were like a family the whole year. And with that said, I just want to say that I love NATOMAS CHARTER SCHOOL. It's my home away from home. I get to go to school and express my art. For now, everything is perfect, but I think everything is pretty damn close to perfect. I want to thank you summer, for coming sooner than I hoped for, because school was about to drive me crazy, and also, thanks for being so enjoyable since the time I was born.

mahal,
marikar

You know when....

You get that chance to have your alone time. The time where everyone else in the world isn't listening and you're just free to do whatever you want? Yeah, well I don't know what to do with my time in those kind of situations. Maybe it's because there are so many things to do that I can't choose, or possibly because my group of ideas takes more than just one person to fullfill. I ultimatlely fail at alone time. If you were to leave me in a quiet, blank room and stared at me through the 2 way mirror, you will most likely see me just sitting...and sitting....and sitting. Or you may see me go absolutely crazy and i will most likely brake the 2 way mirror. It's these days that I'm alone from a half day at school that make me wonder. Why do I feel so alone? And why do I spazz everytime I hear a bird chirping outside my window. Basically the point I'm trying to reach is, sometimes a little alone time isn't what you need, perhaps it's life that drags you out of the house and makes you take in your surroundings. But it's also life that makes you stop at a good looking tree and suddenly blurt out "Man, that's a good looking tree." while your friends look at you and continue to walk away while you dare to still look at that good looking tree. But most likely it's just me who stares at trees and doesn't like alone time, but hey, if you're like me...YOU DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!

p.s.I understand this was pointless, but thank you for reading. I hope you got something out of it:)